“Sometimes I hold back from saying I miss you, but I miss you” Got You On My Mind by NF.

I’m still the bruised and broken girl you know,
In love with tulips and the poetry you wrote.

“Moves” and “Crybaby” by Amelia Moore are my newest obsession.

“Oh these times are hard / yeah they’re making us crazy / don’t give up on me, baby” - For the First Time by The Script.

“Cause you know that I can’t trust myself with my 3am shadow, I’d rather fuel a fantasy than deal with this alone” - TALK ME DOWN by Troye Sivan

“I can’t cry, I’m too anxious / restless mind, I can’t shake this / said I’m fine, but we both know I’m faking / I’m not feeling numb / I’m just feeling everything at once” - everything at once by Mothica.

“How many times can I break til I shatter?” Shattered by O.A.R.

…you were my sun, and I stared straight into you, squinting, like I wanted you to be the last thing I ever saw.

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excerpts from forgotten journals ~2010

“Grew up so afraid of all these bed time stories / read them like a warning / forever wasn't for me / 'til I met you” - Bedtime Stories by Mothica.

“Camouflage so I can feed the lie that I'm composed” - Whispers by Halsey.