How is it I miss a future,
That never came to be,
A life hoped and dreamed of,
Yet never existed in reality.
Why do I still ache to hold,
Children that we never had,
I say a family isn’t what I want anymore,
But the absence of ours makes me so sad.
I just feel so trapped now,
I can’t shake this urge to flee,
Everything has gone wrong,
And I’m not where I’m meant to be.
I keep thinking I’ll wake up,
This will all just be a bad dream,
I wish you’d be there to hold me close,
And things weren’t be as wretched as they seem.
