Never Notice Me

by Andrea   Sep 12, 2004


I walk through the halls
And see you everyday
I smile really big
Hoping you will look my way

Next day,
I have a plan
To make me really pretty
So that you will be my man

Today,
I saw you glance at me
Maybe you're starting to like me,
I think excitedly.

I think about you all the time,
And so many days have passed.
I try to focus on my grades,
But I want the thought of you to last.

How come you never talk
Or even take another look at me?
Did I make you mad?
I'm sorry. Please forgive me.

I can't get over what I saw.
Now I'm in so much pain
I slit my wrist,
Oops, I think I cut a vein.

You came towards me smiling
That moment keeps playing in my mind.
I was so happy and giggling inside
Until it wasn?t me you wanted to find.

You walked right passed me
Into some other girl's arms
I watched you kiss her
And hold her to protect her from harm.

My cries begin to echo.
I stare at my crimson blood,
Wanting to escape,
Wanting to run.

Maybe I wasn?t
Pretty enough for you.
But I wanted to be
The one you ran to.

You broke my heart
Here it lays in two it cracked
I loved you
And that was a fact.

But as I cry myself to sleep,
I know tomorrow when I'm not there
You will still never notice me
Or even care.

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  • You're a really good poet:) Thanks for that really nice comment on my "Alone in gym" poem.

  • 19 years ago

    by Sarah

    i loved it. i love all the poems you wrote. please keep writing. i really enjoy reading your poems. they are very touching and everytime i read poem of yours i just have to read another! great job!

  • 19 years ago

    by Terri Lynn

    I've felt this way my fair share of times, good work, it's apprecaited.
    -T.L.

  • 19 years ago

    by Lenee.Roca

    i loved that poem!! i can relate to it because i have the same problem with a boy i go to school with but today he talked to me but it was to tell me his friend liked me...i was happy he talked to me but sad because it wasn't him who liked me... well good work!! lenee

  • 19 years ago

    by chris johnson

    omg just to let you know, if thats about you, please stop slittin your wrists and whoever the guy is, you can do better