Help me to fix and mend

*wrote dis a long time ago but just found it, ...... please vote/ comment. thanks*

in a world of millions
why cant anyone find me
eyes watching all the time
what is it they cant see

surely its not too hard
all it takes is a little time
if they'd just try to understand
surely thats not a crime

i know i can be naive
like when i trusted him, i was lost
but ending with more pain
everything has its cost

hes now off with another
got his own new friends
what did i do wrong?
when will these wounds mend?

he helped me for a while
but it was all his game
i thought i once got through to him
but he still remains the same

his spiteful game he lives
to watch others suffer
maybe theres more to him than that
maybe he needs help of another

i guess i'll never be sure
s he wont give himself away
but i once saw that side
Ive seen him look that way

that look to prove hes human
like all he HAS a heart
not long ago he took mine too
but chose to tear it apart

so please someone find me
help me to fix and mend
so this loneliness will stop
and this depression will end