Thank you....

Thanks for messing up my life so bad
and for all of the times you made me so sad
I thank you for ruining my life
for making me cut myself with a knife

I'm grateful for that time I took those pills
when it was you I really wanted to kill
Thank you for breaking my heart in two
for making me waste my tears on you

I thank you so much for pretending to care
when you really didn't wanted to be there
I'm grateful for the times you said"I love you"
for making me believe that it was true

Thanks for hating me when I needed love
for making me believe that I was the one you dreamed of
I thank you for making me keep my pain inside
thank you for making me not wanted to be alive

I thank you for all of your stupid lies
and for all of the times you made me cry
I'm grateful that you took away all of my pride
for making me believe that you would stay by mt side

Thanks for teaching me how to hate myself
for hating you even more when there was some one else
Thank you for making me realize I'm better off dead
so that you could love some one else instead

I'm grateful to you for leading me this way
for showing me that I won't live another day
Thanks for picking up the blade
for letting me cut my wrists to get rid of hate

I thank you for showing me how I should die
without regret and without saying goodbye
I'm grateful that you'll be the one finding me dead
so that you'll realize that YOU are the one who fu**** up my head

Copyright 2005 - Sabrina Stelmach