My Story (Part II)

This is the continuation of my story...

Walking in a empty street
Knowing he couldn't sleep
He was still wondering
Of what thing might have happen

As he approach his house
He looks above
Gazing at the stars
So beautiful at night

He walks in the stairways
So high from above
As he opens the door in his room
And entered it so tired

He stays in his dark room
Where he can't find any light
He was too weak to stand
Believing he cannot fight

Did he made the right decision?
And stay by her side
Or it was a mistake?
To make him just fall behind

Why did he choose to stay?
And not to go away
Where he can't find any reason
For her to make him stay

Before he feel asleep
He prayed to God
I only wanted "her happiness"
And that's all I ever want

As he sleep in his bed
He dreamed of a fantasy
That they could be together
And lived in harmony

But all of a sudden
He wake himself up
Knowing it wasn't bond to happen
He face reality as a fact

It was six o'clock in the morning
And he only slept for two hours
Everything was so confusing
And he couldn't stop on thinking

He went outside of his room
To make and clear things up
As he ended up walking
In a church so near at sight

He entered the church
So sad and tired
As he gently closed his eyes
And tears start falling to the ground

As he understands the truth
That it was already late
It made him so weak
Believing that it was fate

As time passes by
He never speak a word
Until he stand up slowly
As he gently whispered "thank you"

He turned around
Like there was nothing wrong
As he live his life
Together with her...

In his heart he speaks:

Now I understand
It was my own decision
I loved her too much
And that's my only reason

And even though we're only friends
And this are all wrong
I will never look back
Nor even regret it all

God I know
I made the wrong choice
It was all my fault
But for me it is the "best choice"

I don't care about the punishment
Even if it cost my life
This is how I wanted
And it's all up for you to decide

If we're going to be separated
And made each others path
God I only wanted one thing
Please make her happy

The way I'm not supposed to be in...

I know that it is very long and thank you so much for reading it. I hope that everyone enjoyed reading it. Thank you so much. Plz vote/comment...