If only I could still be with you

The day I first met you
Was the day I couldn't even say "hi"
Nor look at you straight in the eye
And see you how you smile

But time change since the day we met
And right now I'm at your side
Listening,talking and laughing with you
Together that I always wish to be forever

Every day that I see you
I just can't help it
I just wanted to be with you always
And to be at your side
Where I could always see you near me

To be at your side
Where I always wanted to
To listen to your problems
Where I could always think
And say what is the right thing to do
To make you laugh
From every single tear
That fell upon your eye

But one thing I forgot to ask is that
If your heart is already taken?
If there is someone your heart belongs?
If there is someone waiting for you?

And then you answered "Yes there was"
I don't even know what to say after of what I heard
I don't even know what to think of what could have been
I don't even know what to do even my mind tells me what is the right to do

The one thing that I'm always afraid of
The one thing that even in my dreams I could never imagined
The one thing that God tells me what to do was to walk away and not for me to be with you

If only I knew it from the start
If only I could turn back time
If only I was strong to face it
Then maybe, just maybe...
I could still be with you even just for a single moment...=(

This is dedicated for...
I could never speak like this personally
but this is really how I feel hope u understand it all thank you.=)
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