Help me clear this mess

One drop, two drop, three drop, four
silk like blood collects on the floor
5 drop, 6 drop, 7 drop, 8
how much more of this can i take
streaming, running down my arm
another scar from more self harm
trickling to flowing, will this ever stop
please, let that be the final drop
cuts so deep ad wounds so sore
let this stop forever more
frowning, crying, tears with tears
please wipe my cries and wipe my fears
no more pain, heart break, feeling alone
light the fire back into this home
return all love lost from this heart
wrap it back around,leave no room to part
sew back the seems as good as new
please do the best job you know how to
rub away the scars to no-mans-land
from mind, from heart from my side to my hand
vanish all depression felt deep down
rid the reasons for showing this frown
dye my wings back and let me fly
wave and smile as i pass you by
tape this halo to its true shape
burn all anger, regret and hate
one drop, two drop, three drop, four
help me clear the mess from the sodden floor
5 drop, 6 drop, 7 drop, 8
let me become someone i don't hate

*wrote this a while ago and just found it so not feeling just like this now. please vote/ comment, means a lot xXx*