A Justification

by Torn   Nov 8, 2005


I'm sitting here thinking,
Of a justification.
Of why I'm like this,
What has caused my desolation?

Hate is the factor,
That is affecting me the most.
Because i hate everything,
Even worse i hate myself.

I hate that i do this,
To people around me.
It's not fair and i know,
It's like I'm stuck and I can't be.

Why can't i be happy,
And let my hair loose.
Why can't i be myself,
Why am i set to lose?

If I tell myself I'm ok,
Than surely I will be...right?
The pain will fade away,
No more of these destructive nights.

I might believe that,
But now I don't at all.
Because I'm trying that therapy,
And I only seem to fall.

This loath i feel,
I cannot explain.
But this life i lead,
I cannot complain.

So I'm stuck in the middle,
And I'm going insane.
I'm stuck with this me,
And I'm no longer the same.

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  • 18 years ago

    by ♥•oOo MaDdiSoN ♥•oOo[[i LuV JoSiE]]

    Hey hun thanks so much 4 showing me that u will b ther, i will b ther 4 y0o 2...im sorry that y0o feel as if y0o r falling...i no how y0o feel but i guess wen things seem 2 go wrong hold onto the next best thing, this will go right 4 y0o in life y0o just need 2 hold on, don't runaway it won't deal with anything, just be around people who y0o care about, i luv y0o lots n i hope my advice has helped! luv ya

  • 18 years ago

    by Justin

    Whoa, amazing poem, you showed alot of emotion in it and expressed yourself very well, also the lines flowed very well together, I think everyone feels like this (or along these lines) atleast once in their life, you just have to stay strong and make it through, get job, 5/5

  • 18 years ago

    by Stephy

    Its great..good job!-xxxx-

  • 18 years ago

    by firexflys

    Wow i remember how this feels. i been there but i am okay now i made it out just fine dont worry too much and keep your head up high. only you choice who you are so be the you you want to be i hope you get what io mean. nice job 5.5

  • 18 years ago

    by broken angel

    This poem has a different ending than I thought it would, and I think that's why I'm obsessed with it. Powerful and stirring, and you deserve every single 5/5 that people voted. I hope you can keep ur head up, because I'd sure as "heck" miss you if u was gone! =) You're an amazing writter, and just a good person. excellent job on this poem! Luv always, kt

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