State Of Mind

by Torn   Dec 12, 2005


I sometimes wonder,
If it's all inside my head.
If I told myself different,
Maybe I'd be happy instead?

People have been through worse,
And I'm not just saying that.
They have been close to me,
I've been a witness to all the crap.

So why am I so unhappy?
So disgustingly ungrateful in every way.
Can't I just love myself?
And want to live another day?

When I have a good day,
Although rare I feel a smile.
I think I can get through this,
That maybe it's all worthwhile.

But then something happens,
And once again I'm low.
Nothing can get me through,
And those days I hurt so.

I'm not sure what I feel,
Or what's important to me.
I feel so incredibly lost,
I have no identity.

Is this all my fault?
Reasons I can't find.
Is it in my head?
Is it a state of mind?

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  • 19 years ago

    by Clark Jacobs

    I really could relate to this poem so of course i enjoyed it. Thanks for the welcome, im def glad I joined this club. I really like the first stannza

  • 19 years ago

    by Nearly but not quite

    Sounds like every one including me can relate to that! I love your work, it's all so well expressed and beautifully written. xxx Helen

  • 20 years ago

    by LostSoul

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    Your so good, I would like to know how long you have been writing. Because this is so amazing. ARGH, ahh you meanie hogging all the comments. :P

  • 20 years ago

    by KARI CHOW

    Hey ur poem was really good...kepp up the good job buddy

  • 20 years ago

    by Avellana

    *is in shock*

    I could of written this...

    I loved it.
    (Not stalking just couldn't stop myself commenting again) Lol.

    Lv A, x

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