Dearest Sweetheart

by BleedingAngel   Dec 14, 2005


Dearest sweetheart
This is my last letter for you
sorry for leaving you like this
but I really tried to make it through
You know about my pain
cause you have seen me cry
and you knew that some day
I would say my last goodbye
You have seen the scars
that I placed upon my wrists
You have heard me scream
that I couldn't live like this
I have taken about 50 pills
and soon I will be gone
you can't even save me now
cause tonight I am all alone
Please don't cry for me
I am not worth your tears
just forget all about me
forget what we had over the years
I never meant to hurt you
trust me it's hard for me to go
bur remember that I love you
that's important for me to know
I took my blade out one last time
and ran it across my soft skin
sorry if you find me like this
just remember I found peace within
Tell every one I know
that i love them more than life
I just couldn't live it anymore
but please don't show them my knife
My pills are starting to work now
I am getting so weak
So I make one last cut for you
I make this one really deep
Now you can finally be happy
I really did this for you
I will not hurt you anymore
this is what I had to do
soon you will find my suicide note
and me lying alone on my bed
I will be gone and free from pain
it'll be worth the times I've bled
Goodbye my love forever
I will watch you from above
I am ready to leave now
even though it is you I love
Now I lay my head down
ready for eternal sleep
I will die from all of the pills
and cuts I made so deep
I love you.....

- Sabrina

Copyright 2005 - Sabrina Stelmach

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  • 18 years ago

    by Natalie

    Wow, Thats deep! I hope you didnt feel this way though! I know how hard it is! 5/5 for this one, I dont even know what to say, Words cant express how i feel about this poem, Its just...really good!

    luv natalie x-x

  • 18 years ago

    by Nici

    A good idea putting these words into a letter style poem, it works really well.

    Keep writing
    Nici

  • 18 years ago

    by Dreams

    Though I seldom picked up on suicide poems, but this one touchesd me deeply. It's with the way you wrote this poem, it is written in a letter style poem, so it seems like you're addressing it to the readers, and it makes the readers feel for you, the pain and all. Though I the poem is lengthy, it keeps to going to the end. Nice job. =)

  • 18 years ago

    by Juls

    Wow, Im all choked up inside. Thats amazing along with all your other work. I wanted to write something like this and i couldnt have wrote it any better than yours. Great work

    Juls

  • 18 years ago

    by pseudo

    Wow.. what a sad letter/poem i know it came from your heart and your bottled up feelings.. i hope you're okay =).. this is a well written poem with so many powerful words and strong meaning to it.. keep up the great work =)

    --emotionless19*

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