SWEET CANCER..

It's the story of mine
i was like an intoxicated drank strong wine
when my heart had been buried in front of me
then i knew i entered a firm prison but no one could ever set me free

Black light was the sun of my life
and sadness was the melody which i just heard on the fife
to love someone&never loves you;this is easy to find
but to realize that death is the only guide

To make a happy heart among bloody tears
to make you safe in spite of all your fears
it's what i probably felt
i might lose,i might melt

By the time your soul left me all alone
i felt that i wouldn't have more than a heart of stone
i still ask why God chose you to die??
and why separation selected you&I??

I remember when you said you loved me years ago
but you never let me know
except on the day you told me good-bye
i didn't know what to do;from sadness i die or from happiness i fly

You came to me for the first time
like a pale leave was covered by the rime
your face was bleeding from pain
if i could,i would give you life once agian

When you laid your head on my shoulder
and asked me to hug you stronger
you seemed like who is about to die when you said you wanna be with me
to be the last one whom your eyes wish to see

"Don't leave me alone"i said
am without you just dead
but it seemed like my wish was impossible to happen
and my dreams have been died or have been beaten

Till now i feel agonized like who stays in hell
am just waiting the day when i hear the bell
of my death to bring me there when i only smell
your soul around me everywhere&kill pain which makes me always yell