Why Do You Hate Me

by Cindy   Dec 2, 2006


You say you "Hate" me how that word hurts.
You make me feel guilty for things I don't do.
To have to live like this is so hard to do.
The hardest part is I still love you.
I feel so unwanted in my own home.
Since Dad died ,I feel like I am on my own.
You call my house yours, like I have no say.
So I always try to stay out of your way.
I try to say "good-morning and have a good-day".
You criticize me for things done the wrong way.
You don't understand me , you don't even try.
That is why I always cry.
I hope you never feel this way, my son.
This is a battle that won't be won.
I hope your children never break your heart.
I hope they fill your life with love from the very start.
I hope you never cry over them like I have cried over you.
Son always and forever, I will still love you.

Written By: Cynthia Graver April 16, 2002

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  • 14 years ago

    by Baby Rainbow

    Oh, i do not like these ones Cindy. :( a mum should just never be treated this way. she should always feel most love and cared for every day.

    you write so very well about what you go through, and i hope one day he realises how lucky he is to have a mum like you.

    good work xxxx

  • 17 years ago

    by Jenni Marie

    This was so very sad, but so beautifully written.
    The emotion and depth behind the words are clear to see for anyone who reads it.
    A wonderful write on such a sad subject.

  • 17 years ago

    by Gem

    I can't relate fully cos i don't have kids yet but i can kind of relate with my cousins and my young sisters..

    "I hope you never cry over them like I have cried over you.
    Son always and forever, I will still love you."

    The beautiful thing is no matter what you love him and deep down he loves you just as much =)
    Keep your head held high
    5/5
    *Gem*

  • 17 years ago

    by gone

    Hey great poem i have no idea what it must be like because i have no sons. just think that your son klovews you no mater what he always have and always will. i speak like that to my mom and tell her i hate her but i dont mean it. it just comes out when im angry. your son will love you just be strong

  • 17 years ago

    by debbylyn

    As a mother of sons, I understand how it can be sometimes. Good write!