I'm Sorry

So the demons behind your back come out to play.
Go on, just test me, let's have some fun.
You'll yell and scream, whilst I cry in your words.
We'll never know why you are who you are.
You can't escape yourself,
But you can't blame me.

Question what you fear, maybe then, you can seek your reality.
Do you think you'd ever change?
Break my heart as you wish,
But please, don't break Mum.

I think she knows I love her,
It's becoming hard to tell.
She's glazed over, you see,
She won't feel what she wants anymore.
You forgot what you had long ago.

Forever is what you wanted.
You always wanted what you couldn't have.
When it's your time, you'd have missed the memories,
Missed the goodbyes.
I'm sorry you are who you are.
Kiss me goodnight, I know you can't feel it.
I'm sorry I've made you so unhappy.