Effulgent star, May I make a wish?
For my heart and soul to be full of bliss...
My heart is starting to grow cold,softening its...
I lay down and close my eyes as god lifts me from...
When love is lost and can't be found.
Just close your eyes and I'll be around...
Manipulating other peoples minds,
Scarcley wanting to look behind...
Truthfully, I'm not special nor am I perfect.
Just a girl searching for her place in this world...
I'm waking up every morning to only see,
In the mirror that little girl who's been haunting...
Free me from this monster that lurks inside my...
Though she is my sister, Her I can not leave...
I've repressed the childish fears,
Reminisce all the painful tears...
Colour cascades from my life.
Black blood spills from the knife...
Your looking through her puddle of deep blue eyes.
Seeking forgivness,covering up emotionless lies...
So many days and nights,
that i can no longer fight...
Licked away the bitter flavor that was coated on...
Tasted fear on my tongue and the pain that danced...