Deep within the dead of night
Where solitude has left its mark...

Just close your eyes and listen
To this twisted lullaby...

Dreams and fantasies swirl throughout my thoughts
Mixing with the reality and what we've been taught...

When you look into my eyes
Can you see into my soul...

One day I met
Someone new...

Confused is an adjective that
Is the definition of my name...

Remember when we used to be happy and carefree?
When there was no pain, no animosity, only glee...

Anger, lust, envy, bitterness, and greed
All the repugnant sins that make us bleed...

Thinking of you
You make me smile...

Enticing white lies paint your face with grin and...
A devilish smirk filled with grotesque fantasies...

Looking at my wrists you can see . . .
Each red line tells a deep, dark tale...

A sin so dirty, so vile, so filthy
It can never be scrubbed clean...