Today he got me thinking…
He got me thinking about you...

- Confused...
You’re travelling so fast...

Every breath is twisted…in-to a desperate...
And I know that if you felt the wind, you’d...

How many tries will it take
How many attempts...

Numb…just staring, bleary eyed...out into...
Mind is racing, filled with thoughts: I’m...

I watch you walking away from me
Mourning your lost pride...

I can’t stand it; I CAN\'T stand this pain
Breaking me every day...

I’m closing my eyes and hoping so much...
But lulled instead to a peaceful sleep, away from...

Shout at me, scream at me
Call me those names...

I am too lost…
Now I find myself in patterns once the same...

So many promises of the life out there
A life with smiles, a life without despair...

Two white pills to take every day
Two white pills to keep suicide away...