You're not part of her circus
so stop jumping through her hoops...

The black and white picture crumbles to the floor
life fell apart because she couldnt take it...

A mother went and bought a gift
before her sons big day...

I stand here in silence
Walking down this road I don't belong...

You say you're doing this all for us, all for me
Well I'm trying to do the same, I've left my...

You'd come to me in times of need
Little did I know it was too fulfilled you greed...

It's 2 am and it's just two alone now
It's gotten so far, so painful but we don't know...

I never really thought tears were my color
I've never looked good in shades of blue...

The scars on my wrist reminds me of you
and so do the colors on my skin, the black and...

This is a letter to you dear father
at times i think with this letter i shouldn't even...

Another sleepless night of tossing and turning
with so many tears falling that my eyes are...

Laying in the dark as i close my eyes tight
the tears start to fall down as my day turns to...