Another paralyzing sculpture,
That stings down her thigh...
A cliche is all I ever was,
With my fake smile and rhythmic way...
I've finally dropped the excuse,
That i couldn't carry on...
My face once more shaded,
With colors - black and blue...
Beneath my flawless complexion.
I lay shivering on the ground...
I am not the reason why,
You cry in pain at night...
You ask me how i am feeling,
And my answer remains the same...
"Stop it Dad I'm not a child"
He just doesn't understand...
I promised myself I would be strong,
And i swore i would not back down...
Entry: Last.
"Sorry mum, but I've snapped...
Broadcasting her life aloud
Waiting for a sympathetic ear...
I find myself alone,
Crying in the dark...