“I am not a woman, I’m a god
I am not a martyr, I’m a problem
I am not a legend, I’m a fraud
So keep your heart cause I already got one”
- I am not a woman, I’m a god by Halsey

“Please don’t ever become a stranger whose laugh I could recognize anywhere” - New Year’s Day by Taylor Swift.

“Happy Loner” by Marina.

I am drowning again, and I am not sure I can pull myself out this time.

“Anything 4 U” by Banks on repeat tonight.

I will be back in my hometown in a week's time in nearly six months and I am not sure how it is going to feel. So many memories and feelings I wish to wash away but, yet, they linger.

"Put the gun in my mouth, it tastes so bitter / I feel so alive here" - No Jesus Christ by Seether.

Burn by Banks echoing in my head this morning, filling me with bittersweet smiles. “And you’re living in your mind / and nostalgia holds you in dark places / but I’ll be here just in case you decide you want some help / we can face it.”

Love back everyone who loves you; forgive those who despise you!

“INDUSTRY BABY” by Lil Nas X featuring Jack Harlow is the latest hype song. On repeat.