Never get attached. People wake up with different feelings everyday.

And then, I jumped.

"Saw my love yesterday so I got to spend the entire day with him...best day of my life. <3"

The blood, it flows so smoothly. it runs down my arm. my blood pumps through my body into the open air. that's it. the feeling of death. suicide.

He lied when he said he loved you. Or he doesn't anymore.
You shall not die..or feel like it
Use that pain as strength.
You will do better

Is it scary or is it not, giving your all to someone you only just met in the couple of years before. Is it strange or it is not, that you could fall madly in love with someone who was only a complete stranger in the couple of years before.

Time will only tell how much more I fall in love with you. Is it strange that I think of you while I'm living? Every moment, of every day. Every breath that reminds me I'm still alive on this earth, reminds me that I'm in love with you.

Its hard to tell someone you love them. To let them know they have every piece of you in them. It make you vulnerable, it leave you open. Perhaps that's why we tend to run away. Too afraid to get broken, so we break ourselves instead.

We all attempt to find love in places we shouldn't be looking. Like at the club with a man with a tan mark on his left ring finger, or at a party where you can't remember anything the next morning.

If you tell me not to be, I'll be
if you tell me to be, I'll be not
if you tell me be but not be,
I'll just disappeared.