I'm tired of being tired,
and dealing with your bs.

Every time i feel like iv finally built up my walls they come crashing right back down...

She lingers where she is no longer wanted, leaves behind those who are willing to have her. Lets go when she should hold on and holds on to those who have long let her go.

How can you still be with someone who can never apologize for things he says to me? Things that make me cut. How can you be with someone who sees me cutting and doesn't stop me?

Many of my issues of lacking self-confidence and happiness and motivation comes from you telling me that I can't do anything right. And you haven't had confidence in me for as long as I can remember.

If only you knew that the reason why I give up is because you bring me down...

I'm done. I just want to down a bottle of pills and unplug.

Scars and cuts
cuts and scars
how do you know me
only by what you see on me

"I don't want to be alone...but being alone is when I'm truly myself..."

Live life as is it was the last day.