What do you do when the reason you want to die
Is the only thing keeping you alive?

We all were with you when you died ... though we couldn't hold your hand.

© Copyright *Searching Perfect* 2004

I don't know what is gonna kill me faster smoking or depression

---- wrote by a really close friend

Fight the hardest battle any human being can fight and never stop fighting.
-E.E. Cummings

"If every sin can be forgiven, what is Hell for?"
-my friend Kelsie

IM ALL ALONE,IM FEELIN BAD
IM BY MYSELF,ALL I EVER HAD
I HATE MY LIFE,IM SUCH A MESS
I WANA DIE IM SO DEPRESSED
& EVRYTIME I LOOK AT U INO EXACTLY WAT 2DO
I DINT WANT 2B BORN,THE PLEASURE ALL HAS DIED
SO NOW IM GONNA SNUFF IT WIV MY SUICIDE.

This flower grew from blood drops on the ground..

There is only one certainty in life, Death.

"Only you can chose whether to drown, or learn how to swim...."

::::~DO u EvER feeL like DyIng? Thas How I FeEL evErytIMe I reMembEr wut u've done to me....::::~