To you I may seem to be fine
don't let that smile fool you

When I try to live I die more inside, so what happens when I try to die?

Missing someone dear to one person's heart is more pain than more one person can handle...

You couldnt hate enough to love

You know that heart crushing feeling, unable to breath
that is a fraction of my torment, my agony.

I tried to be perfect, but i can't keep this act up anymore..

I hate the truth
there is nothing lie in my world
more than your love........

It makes me sick to my stomach when I think about how easily you fooled me into thinking you actually cared. What if everyone else has been doing that just to get things from me like you did? Because of you I'm afraid of trusting anyone anymore.

Dont cut I learned the habit gets worse no matter what u do
a powerful voice inside ur head is tellin u its goin 2 be ur last time be u give up the habit 4 good it gets 2 the point everytime is the last
u c a pattern
its so hard 2 say u have a problem

In a room full of people I have never felt so alone.