Now I see that I will be, just fading memorie.

I think I'm afraid of being happy because every time I am something bad happens

My love for you is still there,
It's just been quelled by the anger for you lies</3

I finally broke, I'm human I'm allowed
I have scars, An I'll walk with em proud

I wonder if he knows i stare at my computer screen for hours just hoping he'll talk to me ...

Maybe If I Could Tell Them How They Ruined Everything For Me I Guess I Would Feel Better..........

Every time i feel like iv finally built up my walls they come crashing right back down...

"I say things that I don't mean when I'm happy and I say things that shouldn't be said when I'm sad...when can I say things that are worth saying...?"

It's hard to see the good when all you see is the bad.

Here i am again
with nothing but empty
arms and a broken heart
and broken dreams