And I don't tell you most of the things that go on in my life, or things that I want to do. Because you will just shoot them down. Just as fast as the words come out of my mouth.

Many of my issues of lacking self-confidence and happiness and motivation comes from you telling me that I can't do anything right. And you haven't had confidence in me for as long as I can remember.

If only you knew that the reason why I give up is because you bring me down...

(sung to im a little teapot)

Im a little emo
dark and black
here is my music
here is my knife
when i get all depressed
hear me cry
cut my wrist
and bleed me out

There's so much more, and you'll never understand the half of it. And it's probably best you don't; it would hurt you.

I'm done. I just want to down a bottle of pills and unplug.

I am at my breaking point. I feel like after all of these years of being happier and without cutting, I feel like I am going to go back down that road again. And there is no one to hold me back. I feel like blowing my brains out.

Your eyes stay lit but the darkness is taking over. You seem near but your so far away. Too far away. You were always my best friend. Still are. I guess I'm just losing you. Or have I already lost you?

I used to know you like the back of my hand... Now i cant even recognize it...

Scars and cuts
cuts and scars
how do you know me
only by what you see on me