I feel sad and hopeless, will i ever feel like im doing something right?

Y is everyone changing all my treatment, Cant they see things were working alot better befor they did this!!!

This thing that's happening to you? It's called "life". If you can't deal with it, you don't deserve it.

"She can paint a lovely picture. BUT... This story has a twist. Her paintbrush is a razer, and her canvas is her wrist."
~~~From the book After by Amy Efaw~~~

"When you can't look on the bright side, I'll be sitting next to you in the dark."

UnforgivenAngel

It's not changing, it already changed. And everyone moved on... without me.

I'm not a very happy person anymore. It seems my tears come easier everyday. When you see them fall, catch them please before they reach my lips? I hate the taste of sadness...

Body quivering in small arms,
Now weak hands
That once looked so strong.
Secrets lie beneathe his soul,
An amazing story never told.
A life turned around in a blink of an eye,
And a heart so courageous that suddenly cried..

This is the sound of letting go, this is the last breath ill ever know...

Crying behind closed doors is all I know how to do anymore.