Got dressed through the mess and put a smile on my face and got a little bit stronger.

That happiness feeling .. is starting to slidee again.

Cont.

"i'd rather watch you choke on the smoke from the flames until i know that only ashes remain.""

I want to tell you, vent, and get it off my chest. but itll ruin your night.

i wouldnt want to hear what i want to say.

I'm trying to reach the surface, but my eyes burn; i can't see.
if i could only drown my thoughts . . the way they drown me.

© Liz M

Sometimes I don't remember why I'm still alive,
But this depression is getting harder to survive.
What can I do to get out, out of this dark hole?
To escape this sweet depression is my only goal.

Lonely is not a feeling when you are alone, loney is a feeling when you feel no one cares...

Want to hear something sad?
You spend your whole life
Waiting in line to die
&& the sad part is;
I'm already d.e.a.d

Cut to bleed
Bleed to feel
To feel the pain
That's sadly real
Today I'm here
Tomorrow I'm gone
But that's okay
I don't belong

Its hard to have no one that wants to hold you when you feel alone