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My philosophy of life is that I can die at any moment, |
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"You may be better than me in every way but there's a part of me you will never understand..." |
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And now it's too late to start living again. |
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It feels like i'm just a spectator watching my life go up in flames... |
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Now I see that I will be, just fading memorie. |
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I think I'm afraid of being happy because every time I am something bad happens |
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My love for you is still there, |
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I finally broke, I'm human I'm allowed |
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I wonder if he knows i stare at my computer screen for hours just hoping he'll talk to me ... |
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Maybe If I Could Tell Them How They Ruined Everything For Me I Guess I Would Feel Better.......... |