I wish i was an alien, becuz atleast then i would have a reason to be different.

Sleep brings sanctuary
Dreams bring escape
At least until morning

My wings are broken
by the words left unspoken
now all i can do is sit and cry
just wishing, praying, that i die...

Ariel copywright

"You told me to just be myself...but I don't even know how to do that anymore..."

I`m gonna get many breakdowns next week 'cause there`s so much going on. I don`t know if I can take it all.

I feel like memories are scratches on my soul and promises are broken pieces of my heart...

"I just want someone here to listen, without saying a word, I guess thats what dairies and stuff animals are for..."

"I have to second think every smile to know if its even worth smiling..."

I really dont need the color of red,
to be my best friend
the color of white
gets me by just fine
and lets me forget about my heart ache.....

Sitting here all alone with noone to call my own