Behind every beauitful thing, there is some kind of pain.

Lying here in the dark, helps dull the pain.
No one can see the emptiness behind the fake smile.
Night brings comfort.
No light can't reach me where I hide.
No one can help the night pass without the tears.

Sleep brings sanctuary
Dreams bring escape
At least until morning

"What you take for granted, I will treasure...because...it is special to me."

Will you please stop posting something that doesn't tells the reality?
you just didn't notice that i'm already hurt...

I am a failed suicide.

I couldn't even succede at quitting.

"I haven't really smiled in a long time..."

And its as if you stabbed me right in the middle of my heart, and pushed me down to the groud, while you pulled up a chair put your feet up loving every minute watching me bleed

All i want is to be happy but i dont know how to be.

I knew the risks, i knew how hard to fight and i faced all of them, i knew am not gonna win but i didn't know that pain is such a hell if i fail.