Sometime's i wish i had a gun to close my eyes and a quick blow and i am gone

Just Once..
I want a reason to trust you..
I want you keep your promises..
I wish you'd not lie, to me..
Just once..

Don't you ever let this cruel world to hurt you, to sadden you, and most importantly to break you... don't give up, struggle, sacrifice and don't you ever dare to murder your smile!

There's only so much hurt you can put a girl through before she cracks.

So i want to die
No big deal
its not like you care

I smile and laugh to stop the tears from streaming down my cheeks and to prevent me from collapsing on the floor

I can fake a smile when i need to but being happy when i need to is a problem

Its been a year since i last touched my small blade, but once again my hands itch to hold it, my skin yearns to feel it, & my blood wishes to be set free...

I hear people laughing
but there's no one in sight
there's darknes all around
and i can't find the light

I cry and you carved out my eyes for what I can't control...I bleed, and you take out my heart for staining the floor...