Some times I find myself thinking,
But then I start to cry...
My picture is starting to fade away.
From blue, to brown, to black, to white...
All because I was his girlfriend,
my life turned all messed up...
Feeling dishonest
Someone untrue...
You thought she woz a gud gurl who'd neva do a...
she'd stay close to you but now she\'s really...
Mother I thought i was better
Mother I thought I was happy...
Mother I know, im far from perfect
Im in a world with nothing to work with...
Their silence is my pain,
They know that they can always gain...
I didnt want to live
I didnt want to eat...
My blurry eyes see the swirls of black and red...
Creepy, slimy creatures with beady eyes look at...
Ive become so weak
I cant hold onto life...
I can never do anything right
noone wants me in their sight...