Go inside and cut your arm so deep that you can...
Besause you have that certain life...
I have been wondering
All of my life...
She sits inside and watches the rain.
She\'s the only one that can ease my pain...
Show me a miricle just one.
But god stands in front of me and says the worst...
She wanted it so bad
To be a beauty queen...
If it ease\'s all your pain i\'ll let you go.
But i just want you do know...
Today was just an ordinary day
I'm livin it my own lil way...
One night playin in the coffee house
I met a pretty boy...
He walked right out of that room
and he shut the door...
You may think you know me
but you dont know any of the sh!t I've been...
It started so innocent.
Then our relationship sorta bent...
~I cry myself to sleep my mind makes me think...
~I think of the past that hurts me...