I sit here in a dark
room with the music...
The rage threatens to break through
they expected much more from you...
I begin to plummet into a nightmare's song...
A horrid recollection of lies flailing past my...
Enter a hole which is forsaken
Which can break a heart or have it taken...
Walking through the city
watching lives turn to pity...
When the cuts form on my wrists
and the blood spills from my lips...
Everything you see is in a way real
everything you touch, everything you feel...
Loading the gun,
While waiting for the sun...
Lost in the ashes,
Of forever and always...
Some of you understands how it feels,
It runs from my head to my heels...
I found out accidentally
that you were dealing dope...
I can hear my breath inhale, exhale
I can feel myself live...