I never wanted to be the way I am
lost and depressed and can't make up my mind...
Waiting...watching
silently...swaying...
Scrambling frantically through time and space
Fighting to escape from the constricting embrace...
I smile for the blood,
I smile for the pain...
Down Down it's all black,
I can't see I can't breath...
Thunder rumbles in the distance
As heavy rain pours from the sky...
Hate is...
Like the wolf, thirsty for pain and hurt...
For 13 years i have put up with this shit...
I am entangled in these thoughts of forever
Knowing blindly how controlling they seemed at the...
Walking through the street of my imagination
Seeing morbous things thrown in the middle of the...
As you closed in around me,
My body became cold and numb...
Silently peering beyond the soft cloud lifting my...
Down the golden road that leads under my bed...