I Hope You Pull The Trigger

Every time i see you i just blank out and freeze,
Scared, because standing in front of me, is a downright f**king sleeze.
After looking at an old picture of you, just the other day,
I broke down in agony, wanting to run so very far away.

I find it kind of bad, that looking at a photo,
Could have that sort of effect,
Causing so much hurt and scare,
Having so much regret.

But i hope that when you see ME,
Theres a rush of guilt throughout your heart,
A sudden icy cold feeling all over,
And you simply fall apart.

I hope that when you think of me,
You feel like breaking down.
I hope you feel like the dirt you are,
And your tears flood the ground.

I hope that when you remember me,
You go totally insane,
I hope you hold a gun to your head,
After feeling all this pain,
I hope you pull the trigger,
I hope you start to cry,
I hope that with your last breath you choke I Do Deserve To Die