I'm having chills. What a sad poem, a sad reality. What a harsh world we live in. Your words touched me deep inside. The last interrogative sentence was so painful..Thank you for sharing your emotions and expressing how you feel by your own words, Hellon <3
Even though quite predictable, the last sentence made me cry.
It must be some kind of crime, making people cry. At list in this site must be some kind of ranking for these behaviours, like phrases such as: bullying vulnerable emotions, abusing other's sensitivity, exploiting people's tender feelings for personal or poetical gratification.
So many chills reading this and not even able to grasp what that would be like... that confusion and chaos and reality of a terrorist attack.... that hatred in a shooter's mind. Such violence happening in a place of worship that is supposed to bring the soul piece.