What Lays Inside

Truly I'm evil not a nice person
outside i smile, inside I'm hurting

so much pain bottled up inside
that is why i sit in my room and hide

if only these walls could tell you my story
they would say everything isn't honky Dorey

tell you a story of sadness & despair
how no one in this world gives a care

after my second suicide attempt. it's scandalous
for the first time someone did give a care and notice

men are suppose to be as strong as a rock
the only reason i didn't cut deep enough was god

i don't care if these words do or don't rhythm
cause i have to do something to pass the time

if i didn't then i will try one more time
if i did, to the second floor i would have to go

it's a mental asylum, a place i hope none of you know.........

© 2005 Shaun M.K