The Calm Before The Storm

by Torn   Nov 2, 2005

I'm stuck in the middle,
Not alive nor am i dead.
Just trying to find ground,
Me and this messed up head.

I thought i was getting better,
The thoughts of suicide decreased.
Only during the night they haunt me,
Those dreams of me deceased.

But if one thing goes wrong,
I start to lose my balance.
My head plays tricks on me,
Until i can't keep my stance.

My parents no longer care,
They don't want to see.
That their child is really bleeding,
This wasn't how it was meant to be.

My friends are in the vicinity,
I've pushed them all away.
I didn't want them to see me,
Just rotting to decay.

This is the calm,
Before the uncontrollable storm.
One day it'll take me,
And that'll be the norm.

I can't wait for that day,
It'll be no surprise.
Then everyone can be free,
And no longer doomed to demise.

Don't try to help me,
Because the was my fate.
There's no point anymore,
This storm is already late.


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  • 14 years ago

    by rachyBBY

    That was realli good =]] sad tho. but thats why its in the sad section. true poem, isnt it? if so, im sorry you feel this way. its doesnt feel very good =[[ but good poem.

  • 14 years ago

    by Nearly but not quite

    Whatever doesn't kill you makes you stronger, and you seem to be the kind of person who can cope, judging by the amount of sh*t you've been through already! Please stay!
    Luv Helen xxx

  • 14 years ago

    by Lysandra Serrialine

    Stay strong and you will override this storm. I've been through all those times and am still going through them. I can speak to this really. I hide the real me for everyone else. Don't push your friends away, they all want to be there for you

  • 14 years ago

    by Failed Attempt

    No one deseerves to die no matter what the crime have to make the choice whether you want some or one or if you want none.........

  • 14 years ago

    by Matters

    That, was DEFINITELY one of the best poems on this site. Amazing. WOW! You truly do have talent, and every one of your poems I've read have just made me go speechless. No exaggeration, my mouth dropped. Fantastic poem. Full points, obvioulsy.

    Thanks for the comments on mine. Well appreciated, and to let you know, you are in my favorites. =)