Gut Wrenching Pain

by Torn   Jan 1, 2006


Screaming down the streets,
I ran away from my fears.
My face hot and tired,
From crying all these tears.

I'd reach a desolate park,
The place that I call home.
I'd hit and yell and scream,
And wish I wasn't so alone.

And recover the events,
Of that day, evening or night.
Id shiver with apprehension,
That everything is not alright.

Far away was never enough,
Yet I'd run until I was sore.
Contemplating once again,
Why I should complete this chore.

Life they call it,
A journey to happiness.
But only depression lurks,
And this gut wrenching loneliness.

I'm too weak,
To possibly go on.
Don't you understand,
I'm simply not that strong.

I say these words,
And I feel all the guilt.
There are some who care,
Yet this wall I have built.

This daily routine,
Becomes too strenuous to perform.
And your horrid nightmares,
Are my daily norm.

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  • 18 years ago

    by Juls

    WOW! I dont know what to say it was great and so much emotion put into it. Thank you so much for commenting my work btw! keep up the great work!

  • 18 years ago

    by ♥•oOo MaDdiSoN ♥•oOo[[i LuV JoSiE]]

    Babe my dad made me move up 2 his house, he took away my phone and sed he was gonna look thru it and is making me move skools, he yelled at me and told me i fuked up my life and he was forcing me by olding onto me tight around my wrists and stomach 2 go up ther and my mum is supporting him....im so alone and im not aloud of the internet of 2 use the phone or c my friends 4 6 weeks...and no one seems 2 care, im on te internet right now coz dads asleep...i luv y0o so much, wen i can get in touch i will try...luv y0o and miss u

  • 18 years ago

    by The Wingless

    This was my old comment :

    This is such a good poem, and it is so deep. I wish I could write as good as you can. Please continue to share your work with everyone.

  • 18 years ago

    by Mrs Reynolds- far from fixed

    Wow, i love this poem, its exactly how i feel sometimes and i can really relate to it. amazing

    well done
    xxxxxxxxx

  • 18 years ago

    by Nearly but not quite

    Wow, I'll never understand how you do it, I really felt your pain! That was amazing!!!
    Luv Helen xxx

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