I don’t worry about death, because it’s life that gets in my face, every, single day.

“Oxygen” by Emeli Sandé hitting me hard this morning.

Please don’t become just a memory.

I can only hope that somehow I am enough for you to want to come back.

I crave the rush of nicotine, the way it turns my fingertips into a tingling blur of motion. How I can feel it in my toes. Can close my eyes and just be, for just a moment.

Self diagnosis: pathetic.

We never are
as important
as forgetting
ourselves.

“Rules” by Doja Cat, “Roof” by Jessie Reyez and “damn Right” by Audrey Nuna are my hype songs for the day.

“ILYSB” by Lany on repeat while running errands, wishing you were right beside me.

Life often takes more than it gives. But it can reward you for your struggles and heartbreak with some of the most beautiful things. Or sometimes it just hurts and there are lessons to be learned.