“I can’t cry, I’m too anxious / restless mind, I can’t shake this / said I’m fine, but we both know I’m faking / I’m not feeling numb / I’m just feeling everything at once” - everything at once by Mothica.

“How many times can I break til I shatter?” Shattered by O.A.R.

…you were my sun, and I stared straight into you, squinting, like I wanted you to be the last thing I ever saw.

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excerpts from forgotten journals ~2010

“Grew up so afraid of all these bed time stories / read them like a warning / forever wasn't for me / 'til I met you” - Bedtime Stories by Mothica.

I always told myself that you could possibly never hurt me, as I thought you would never dare to. However, here you are, proving me all wrong.

My thoughts of you claw wildly at my heart, ripping it into shreds. It's killing me not being able to call you mine...and I'm irritated with the truth that I'm way too dumb for dreaming something surreal.

Nothing is as sweet to the lips than the ashes strewn from the phoenix rising.

“Camouflage so I can feed the lie that I'm composed” - Whispers by Halsey.

Halsey concert tomorrow. I am so excited that I’m shaky.

All for love; all for you.