I was the happiest
anyone could ever be...
A baby boy was born
late afternoon on saturday...
Ive been through shit
always making me stronger...
I had given you everything
my heart, my soul, my love...
I put the knife to my writs and arm
i watch the blood drip to the ground...
You come home,
And you're angry again...
I'm really really trying
but on the inside I'm still dying...
I am me and you are you …
but who I think u are is not you...
Grieving
In love with a love that wasn’t even there...
A wonderful, happy feeling
Deep, deep down inside...
I run through the streets
With my wide terrified eyes...
Punching and kicking
Hes locking the door...