As time goes by you'll know what i mean
the times in the dark you'll see what I've seen...
Breaking down from time to time
Like a schizophrenic...
I'm falling into a bottomless pit
trying to reach the bottom...
BEATING THE PAIN
and even when i smile...
Prancing around striving for attention,
Affable advice departs from your lips...
Behind a solid cloak of black garb, the poor girl...
Instead of talking and writing, it is in ebony...
My anger seethes and boils
and pulsates through every vein...
My will to keep on living is dried up and...
for without you in my life, my story can't be...
My artistic has been clouded
for so very long...
Blood and bone;
It's all the same...
He thinks you're ugly, dirty, filthy
disgusting...
Rocky cliffs, what a way to end a life
Vodka bottle, trying to forget this strife...