I lie in bed at night
grab my flashlight...
Y am i still alive
No one...
Why do you say you hate me?
why do you say you love me...
I curl up into a ball,
Every time I hear your call...
~An alarm breaks my surreal contentedness...
You are such a LOSER…
I hate you I don’t want to see you...
"Sometimes...You can cry until there is...
-Written in blood before everything went black...
Night approaches softly
whispers swirl my ear...
Around, all around,
the shadows gather...
Inside myself i feel the pain,
i want to cry in the darkness as the pit of hells...
Hell sneaks behind me and stabs me in the back of...
while I'm sitting in my black room in the darkness...
Under my jacket,
my scars show clear...