Dream Of Life And Death

The sound of pain, the look of sad
The hate of life, love gone mad
My Desire for death, shines so bad
Sheets of sorrow, that can't be dried.

The one you love, uses and acts
kisses you, it feels real,
Are caught to be fake with the dullness
in her eyes.

Others who want and feel so lonely
you are just but one person, what can be done.
Escaping from hurting, anyone else.
I must make a path,

Every time a cry is heard,
a tighten beings in my heart.
I sprint so fast
Hoping to never see its face.

Couples kissing, hands running
through each of their hairs
years past not even a glance.
or a stare.

A love so sad, with no passion
no intensity, no romance
Loss of a divine time.

In your 20S,
Feeling used and cut,
just surviving with memories past.
Faces that haunt me, eyes that blink, breathing so hard.

Now i feel the pain, not of me
but from everyone else
some days that bring hate and laughs, nighs so long
eyes with bags.

Truth is, its a nightmare
thats coming true.
i can't forget, I cant relax,
Terrified of a future thats to come
through.

Its hard when you know.
When you know, when and why
I try to savior every moment
until the day i hear the words

Goodbye...:(