Apology

I'm sorry I cared
And that I was always there
Sorry I ever thought of you
Or even wished you were here

Sorry I believed in you
In us
Sorry I told you everything
And gave you all my trust

Sorry for all those times I fell for what you said
Thinking your words meant so much more than they actually did
Sorry I thought those promises meant something
And that I'm as gullible as a little kid

Sorry I spent all that time
Hoping I could make you mine
Sorry I put on a happy mask
And pretended i was fine

Sorry I'm who I am
For what I have become
Sorry all I sometimes needed was a hug
Or that I got disappointed when you didn't come

Sorry I let you in too fast, too deep
And let you have this control
Most of all sorry if I ever hurt you
Or made you feel like you're not worth it all