& So you want to say we are not one,
This is but my steady heart beating...
Take everything I ever had and pick me apart,
stab my chest with a dagger and a dart...
I can't help but push you away
or to ignore your glances...
You swear she's the most beautiful girl ever. on...
you swear her gothic dress, with its jagged lace...
So I sit here holding a smile,
waiting for you to reconcile...
Hidden beyond the blinding light barrier is where...
It's where your lies, gluttony, and deception are...
I wanted for all of this to be over
to make thoughts of you end forever...
Take me back to our place
and tell me it was such a waste...
She dances in circles while the sun shines in her...
he watches her with a gleam in his eye...
Cast in the shadows and running in the wind
to a far off place that I have never been...
Does it feel good when it hurts?
I think it just makes things worse...
The shadows have faded; the sun is at bay
I am still wondering how long he will stay...