“I’m as lost now as I was back then / always make a mess of everything” - To Be Loved by Adele.

No matter the circumstance, the distance, time apart or your doubts, “My Blood” by Twenty One Pilots is just another showcase of how much I’d have your back. Always in your corner.

Sometimes, the PAIN you thought was keeping you from the sweet gift of LIFE, is actually the FORCE, trying to pull you away from the very HELL you fear.

It takes self-will and effort to escape from one's own doldrums.

There's nothing I despise more than false flattery. It's smothering. So lethal.

Gifted with a lunar halo on this brisk night. A genuine smile graced my face imagining it was a little hello from you.

If you care to know my friend ~~my friend
it was never about the affair ~~the affair
it was always
about
the internal affair~~ the affair~~

Worries about our space
deplete us from omnipresence.

The first two weeks of this year have been hell, really testing me emotionally. And now there is a very good chance I might have Covid. I give up.

Losing him showed me a devastation that could never be described or set to rights. A world, a life, without him and the light he brought to my life was no life at all. Nothing has ever been the same since he's been gone. Nothing will ever be the same.